Life is full of up and down

LOL~i hate chinese class.but it doesnt mean i HATE chinese.it because d teacher is really SUCKS.
first time i had FUN when during  chinese class!! =D
ady 9am, me,ya tian,kei lee & sue vei just started to go locker only.=P
WE (actually just me and sue vei)actually wana ponteng for half and hour only go for d chinese class.
but ya tian and kei lee keep on calling us faster and faster~!! cause d teacher without YA TIAN,i guess no one will answer her questions.hehe..
so we ruunnnnnnnnn to d POL room. As usual,i nvr brings my books.And then i just share wif sue vei.
hmm..i guess tat time we were doing 'wen yan wen'.and d essay  is abt EYES!! and i started to think TOO MUCH.
imagine when d ping pong ball langgar d eyes~!! thn d eyes will bcome wat and wat~@@
I told sue vei abt tis,and she also started to laugh in SILENT!! HAHAHAHAHA
i guess we ady laugh for 15 mins for no point.LAME,right?! i know right.
Finally,d teacher went out!!! then we started to laugh out LOUD~then d whole world was staring at us.
ya tian & kei lee were too.=.='' but who cares?! I happy then can ady.(:
after tat, teacher gave one more hwk to let us do in d class. is abt...HMMMM...OH YEAH!! is abt NORTH OF D EARTH.
WTH?! d essay wrote,d north of d earth got a 'BIG' field!!  then i said,teacher!!! got field 'meh'?! teacher gave me =.='' and said,i havent finish yet then u ady laugh laugh laugh?! laugh for what?!
then i started to laugh agn!! well~d whole paragraph is no point.
the end,Thank you.(:
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Many things happened recently..and i've learnt to acpt wat did ppl had changed.
BUT..sometimes i really cant do it.>,<

i feel like im a clown!! when ppl is sad..i have to act like stupid to make them feel happy again~!!
no wonder they say im different wif my sister..both of my sisters are soooo smart and cool.
but i was like 38(i admit). BUT TIS IS NOT D ATTITUDE TAT I WANT!!!
just wanna make u guys laugh & smile when meet me!!
i wanna back to normal~!! i desperate need to back to normal~!!

long time didnt update my blog...my blog also half dead ady..hehehe.=P
Well,many things happened recently..but im not gonna write at here..cause tat soooo secret~!!
But i suddenly realize tat my true friend is actually not a true friend for me.'SHE' was like being sacarstic when i chat wif 'SHE' everytime..
Well, i don't freaking care.so,just let it pass~~
i ady give up,i promise myself tat not to sad abt u anymore!!! trying just to be ur NORMAL friend~
hope tat i can do it..but when i see she is alone..i will feel guilty,haiz..cheer up girl~!!! SAY bye bye to u!!
=p

i really had fun yesterday!! THX TO U GUYS~SWEET MEMORIES! I WILL MRB IT 4EVER IN MY HEART! LOVE U GUYS SO DAM MUCH! NOW~I KNEW IT! CBN AND ST.JOHN ROXX! from ya tian~i got add some words~btw! this is also what i want to say!

yesterday night,i almost cnt sleep! cos im too excited abt it! this is the first time im going out wif my frens~^^

0945,i ady sat in the car~waiting for my mom to send me to the lrt station.i arrived the lrt station  like 10 something.i tot im late.but leesan more worst.late then me.-.-i hate to wait for people!! even though 5 mins!!
after we arrived hang tuah,realize tat vivi they all are is over there.then i use leesan's handphone to contact them.then they said they are at ts right now.swt again.bukan meet at lrt station meh?! WTH~nvrmind.so,i and leesan walk~walk~i guess after 5 mins..we ady arrive the ts.call again.cos i dont know where are them.
vivi answer,we are at BLACK QUEEN right now.sutpid lar~how can we know where is BLACK QUEEN?! then nvrmind~then i and leesan go and find~realize the stupid BLACK QUEEN is at side!-.-
there only have girls! where is boys?! dont tell they are late pulak!! girls is more gentlemen then boys~swt again! nvrmind~
i guess we ady wait for them for half and hour.then we decided to go bowling first.play~play~seriously,not fun lorh~cos all like no boys,no energy! but im still exciteddddd :D

finally,they came.we went for GASOLINE! what a stupid restaurant!! expensive nvrmind! beef and chicken also confuse!
plus i ate the wrong food.malu like hellllll~then i have no more mood to eat anymore.call rebekah eat it and call her to pay.bad girl lar~but i still got help rebekah to pay half prize,k?! finally~brian came.he keep on say sienz arh~sienz arh~sienz! make me feel sienz also~>,< play my gor gor's handphone! wow~his handphone dam yeng!! i like it dam muchhh! can somebody buy for me?! dreaming* and he dont trust about me.scare i curi curi see his msg! bad gor gor~hear broken lar!! hehe~:D and,suddenly VIVI and Raymond disappear!
cant contact them.and i started to mang zhangggg!! realize they went and buy cake! guilty like hellll~;(
VIVI and Raymond so good.pay 10 ringgit something.and the rest juz only have to pay like less then 5 ringgit arh~i guess.cos i havent pay.=P sing happy b'day song~~la~la~la~then suddenly Caesar came.and~gave present to kei lee and Ya tian.after tat,he suddenly say I LOVE YOU TO KEI LEE!! make me felt surprise too.kei lee dont like you to say I LOVE YOU in the public~tat's why she cried.it doesnt mean she reject you.understand?! haiz~make the celebration bcome very down~stupid VINCENT keep on say something nonsense! make i want to tumbuk himmmmm! but i guess not only I want to tumbuk! all the ppl want to!! then when i saw Caesar's face.i also feel sad lar~haiz.cant help him anything.;( juz can pray for you lorh~i guess.kei lee still crying~and brian started to annoying also.too much ppl sat bside kei lee.i cant help anything! so~annoying wif brian lor and raymond lorh~bla~bla~
ok,kei lee stop crying ady.then wste time to fight wether want to go roller or bowling?! stupid questions!! of course go for roller lar!! -.-

WALK~AND WALK~and walk~dont know why we always stooopppp for nth.fight again!! roller or bowling?! wah~tat time i hampir scold the two girls.but i didnt.cos is their celebration.cnt make them feel embarrassing~so,i juz make fun wif kei lee and vincent lorh~seriously,vincent juz like a little boy!! after they fight,then walk again!

SESAK* brian said he know.but we still sesak.-.- he said is nick goh,chuan yuen and vincent fault.cos they walk the wrong direction.and i and kei lee juz agree it.hahaa~~yeah! yeah! their fault! tat time we were laughing*finally,raymond came.then we walk the correct direction.and 'someone' still said:'i know! i know! (NO OFFENS!!) follow raymond go to the roller place.

arrive,dont know why suddenly ya tian and vv dont want to play!! aiyo~fight!fight!fight!! then 'our' fight ady waste for..i guess is half and hour!! get a conclusion. okok lar~mausk only! -.- what we fighting for?! -.-

when i enter it,started to regret!! tat was dam dark! for me! and dam noisy~aiyoooooo~pening arh!! wear the shoes.my shoes de size is 4,i guess.dont kow wether is too small lar~or what.my leg got a bit pain while im wearing.nvrmind! have fun mar~dont think about it! i said to myself* then i walk ~walk ~walk!! fun man!! after i said it,pokai!! -.- if i didnt said this word! izzit i wont fall down?! wondering*

then see ya tian is holding brian's hand!! wow~so fast one!! im juz finish wearing my shoes.nvrmind.then when i turn bak! no more ppl! so,i decided to walk myself! whejn i guess i can,pokai again!! and then suddenly saw a hand is over my head!! is ya tian and brian!! luckily i saw them! if not,i swear i will keep on fall and fall~no need to RO ady~LOL.then~saw Raymond.dont know why~suddenly bcome Raymond wif ya tian.i and brian.then walk~walk~fall! fall!! really sorry!!! brian! make you pokai for 100 times! it bcos of meeeeeeeee! then i started can walk myself! dont touch yr hand! cos i scare later kena you  fall down again!! wow~~brian's hand got my family de feelings! after i grow up,ady long time didnt touch my daddy's hand ady!! so warm! still very thx to you! and sorry!! i will rmb it!! when you need someone to help you! then i will try my best to help you too! best bro ever!

walk~wow!! i can run but very slow)! at least can walk and run myself.^^ then i saw rhino!! invite him to RO~then i he said his butts get hurts! then i said nvrmind~first time mar~sure get hurts one! i guess he think i tak faham what i means! show me his butts!! HAHAA..cute lah you! rhino!! then sit down and started to sigh~and i juz cant stop laughing!! keep on invite himmmm! fine! i walk myself!!

RO~RO~bak! saw he still sitting there! OMG!! wasting time and moneyyyy! invite~(feel im a boy)! keep on calling a lenglui to join wif me.-.- nvrmind! suddenly saw vincent!! and brian!! vincent take rhino and brian take meee! RO~RO~rhino and vincent disappear again! -.- saw vivi ,kei lee,ya tian and raymond! they all resting~and i invite them!! dont want again~T.T nvrmind! i can RO myself~dont even stop! think im super girl! no need to rest one! tat's why my legs and hands is dam pain right now~~ARHHHHHHHHH~

Many things happened! but i juz rmb some only.i get a conclusion!! Raymond,Brian and Vincent rox! even though vincent got a bit annoying~)but vincent also got abit perasan lar~keep on say himself rox~everyone is wting tat timeee! Raymond help ya tian to hold cake~and mnay many things! make me feel tat you are gentlemen! AND sure cnt forgot Brian lar~teach me how to ROOOO~ happpppy! ;D yeng arh!

yesterday will be my super sweeeet memories! thx ya! frens and gor gors~

P/S DONT THINK TOO MUCH!! JUZ A FRENS AND MEI MEI AND GOR GOR LOVE ONLYYY! UNDERSTAND?! ><

haiz~why?! why u layan 'him' like tat?! make me heart broken.he is a good guy what~why dont you forgot **and fall in love wif  'him'.i help 'him' its bcos i like him as a frens! not lover!! can anyone trust me tat i like 'him' as a frens.haizzz~why this generation of ppl so rumit one.always think about lover~couple~all the geli things!! i hate bcome couple lar~cos couple cnt be 4ever(i means for right now).except for the 30 something de ppl.but frens CAN!! i always trust frens can be 4ever!! i dont mind either boys or girls!! and family also can! juz like my petbro~he sayang me.and i also sayang him.tat's all! no need to think too much things! scare later he suddenly like some one lar~bla~bla~
erm~i guess you better give up everythings.fokus to ur study and hmk! then ur life only not sucks like right now!! get it what i means?! haiz.no one will hear it!!

i find no reason to happy~cos everyone was had fun today~and i juz sitting in front the com doing nth.WHAT THE F is this! then what's my life for?! for juz sitting in front the com?! what the f..i better go skul everydaY! today my parent make me say what the f many times..they juz think they are right..think tat if go out many times will bcome a bad girl or..bla~bla~ bla~stupid! if dont let me go out..can juz shut up! everything is wrong when i wanna go out..everything is good when i stay ay home..what the F! stay at home u guys also cant see me is reading books lar..juz keep online only~my heart is broken now!!!!! everyone is sharing their happiness! but i cant happy now..sry ya..girls~~

what the..izzit i talk too much when at the MCD recently?! tat's why im quiet in the skul..or what..i dont know..i feel like im left out when chatting wif 'them'..OMG! tat was damn suffer..then..alone time again..(actually is i dont want pp kacau me) tat's why i hilang myself..maybe tat i think too much..im not suitable for this gang~am i suppose to change all my gang~except for sue vei lar..izzit?! one girls..you always make me feel suffer..actually not always..juz today..i feel tat,boys is important then girls!! izzit?! i feel 'hyper' disappointed..im going to left the group now..hey! boys~dont be stupid lar..always think tat **is good,cute or not shy like others girls?! hey! the whole world only have this girl are cute,good or whtever things?! then i can confirm tat you are blind..i dont know how can i xplain lar..but..it's really hurt..and im not going to listen anything abt ** start from now..i dont know tat frens is so 'rumit'!! i dont know..since i know you~i know it is...ish~ish~say tat what what ppl is like tat..what what ppl is like tat..their both attitude you also have..so,dont be show off when you talking abt them..cos you talking abt urself..EMO*

今天真的很伤心~心里真的就如被刀插进去一样~


看不出你们真的是那一种人~彻底的失望~

当我听到的时候~都已经被吓了一跳~

看不出~真的看不出~

现在才知道原来人的心是不能被猜测的~

他们的心已经被一层皮给遮住了~

根本无法猜透~





原来人生真的可以这么的险恶~

我今天真的学到了很多的事情~

不知为何今天觉得自己已经长大了~

已经开始慢慢地了解人生~

已经慢慢地知道人生里不只是有阳光~

其实也是有黑暗的~





但是~如果没有了黑暗~

就没有成熟的人们~也没有了完美的人生~

原来人生就是这样~

如果你想要快乐~

伤心也是无法避免的~

人生就是这样~

没有十全十美~

hey! ya tian! no need to worried abt me anymore lar..im really ok now!! hee! see! im laughing now!!

i feel sad recently..but im ok now! cos i have a lot of frens support me!! i lurve them! kei lee wong and hong ya tian!! this is what they write! i feel so touching!! ahaha..show off 4 a while..^_^Josee Ku, plz be strong!!


u noe tat i'm oways be there 4 u like how u treated me b4......

u r my BF, i 'll lend u my shoulder 4 u 2 lean against

u noe life is that hard n miserable as wad i told u b4....

friendship cant be build jz within a few months......

...there is still a long journey tat we nid 2 go thru so be strong 4 us.......

lastly, lurve ya' my BEST fren, josee
 
izzit nice? anyway! lurve them!

OMG!! i though i saw my fren on the 'plan'!! so when in the plan,i look at him!! then...the stupid guy though i like him..(i think so lar)...and then,when i looking at him!! OMG! he also looking at me!! it was damn malu!! the second time!! i look at him!! stupid!! he also look at me at tat time!!!! GONNA DIE!! fINALLY !! ady arrive KL!! and..finally!! i can see how he look like!! see his eyes still ok..but his mouth!! damn BIG!! his mouth ady can tulan me lor...haha..luckily is not my frenzzzz!!! Yay!! my frenz is lengzai de...haha..perasan btl!!

i upload a bit first..later only upload all of the pic.lazy to wait~~

finally!! i bak to KL!! i miss my home sweet home so much~~everyday tired..but i can see so many lengzai,still ok le lo..haha..so many things happend!! and i wont write at here..sure many ppl will see it! but if i make it private..then maybe can la..tat time i think u guys also cnt see...so bad~~@@ after the Taiwan trip...i learnt many!! learn tat what which type of boys are handsome boy~~haha..only learn tat..anyway!! i'm happy tat i can bak to normal...although folio still sucks!! have to go and do now..and..too tired..let me sleep a while..k?!

i arrive Taiwan yesterday!! is really suffer man! cos i have to sit 4 hours and 40 mins only can arrive Taiwan! hey! Taiwan! i'm cuming!! haha...after we went off the airport!! my dad called his fren o pick we all go hotel.after 5 mins..we saw a green colour van! tat is dad'fren!! Hurray!! finally he came!! (i dont know what he call)so i just call him uncle!! the uncle came and fetch us to the 'Simply Life' hotel..tat really simpl ya..damn small but luckily!! their toilet are clean  !! others..i think still okla..but the weird thing is..i go Taiwan.but i improve my bm..hehe..cos i can comment everything when i feel not nice...bad,right?! but i'm bad girl..haha...whtever..have to go sleep now..so,tmr only continue my blog la...i try to write everyday~k?! Nites~~

sorry..havent tell u guys abt my teacher'day!!OMG! 1st time celebrate teacher'day at CBN!! it was damn cool! they will put some modern song when we in the hall...all the song i like it so much!! sumore..i and my dance froup! members got:ketua,Grace! start from 1st couple! tat is sue vei and leesan! sumore,stefanie kok and diao diao shang!(kee shang)! second couple! tat is pretty kei lee and vivian tan! tat is my best frens!! mention!! best frens! later,rebekah foong and qi-yan! untill third couple!! confrim is me and ya tian! a very pervented girls! nvrmind! i like it! cos i also!! haha.. still got two girls tat is very pro de..Jiang!Jiang!Jiang!! Grace and a girl who very man! Tong! full name! Tong Tian Qian! and the point is!! when we dance!! so many ppl was shouting!! i feel so bangga untill now..hehe...thank you tat ti shin fame got shout 4 me!! and..sum ppl suddenly bcome kind to me..i feel terkejut!! this type of ppl! sucks!! however...my 1st celebrate my teacher'day at CBN! it was WONDERFUL! tat all tat i can say!! CBN rocks!! hehe..p/s..i know got sum ppl feel tat cbn is sucks..cos all girls!! but i still feel CBN rocks!! although dont have boys...hehe..

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hehe..i very smart le..call my fren-Grace to help me to change the background!! izzit nice?! last time i was so jealous abt my frens'blog..now! my blog also nice!! i'm happy! this is me!just a little bit thing..can make me happy 4 long time..hehe..^^

OMG!! i damn like this song!! it is so nice!! listing..cant stop!! hehe..

i'm going to sleep after write this post..4 more days goin to Taiwan! feel so excited!! but i also feel gementar man..bcos also left 4 days to let me do my folio!!! but i still dont wanna do!! keep facebook-ing!! haha..really bad la me!! cant cotrol myself!! like to write -ing recently! dont know why..k.,,have to go sleep now! nites~~

i took so many photo with my gang!! but all ugly!! tat is the point!! nvrmind la..i have no more image after teacher'day! although it is fun!! nvrmind...we all have sweet memory!!! hurray!! i with my gang got so so many memories~~haha..

today! i can really know who is my best frens! who is it! secret!! haha..i wont tell who is it! i scare tat got ppl see this blog~i think nobody will see my blog..luckily! i can write all the secret in this blog!!

first! i was perform with my gang yesterday!! it was awesome man!! our dance make so many ppl scream!! and Fame really shout my name! i feel happy!!! thx Fame!! love u!!

oh,shit! my life is sucks man!! why all of my frens like tat..everyday emo!! i'm nt kidding!! i really get mad!! sumore...gt two ppl r damn annoting!!! i hate them!! u 2 r nt my best frens! dont always emo in front me!! i dont care! if i dont mind u!! u will said tat i'm a bad girl!! nt goin to talk wif u anymore!! shut up!!!!!! i hate u!! i jz gt 5 best frens!! other ways,sry! u r nt! u girls make me sad..when u girls r emo-ing!! i tot is my fault to make u get mad!! nvm..if u still like tat..then fine! we r nt fren anymore! bye! i think i wont let u girls laugh anymore..cos..i do anything..u girls still feel tat i'm bad...

why u dont want tell me abt ur secret??!noh..rebekah said tat..keep secret is a very hard thing..so i think u better say to me tmr..hope u will..but den i think wont...lazy and tired nw..tmr only continue la..nites~~

exam is coming soon..but den i havent get ready yet..everyday facebook-ing only..what my life 4..nth?!facebook-ing?!bf?!or frenship?!p/s..i love dance recently..dont knw why..mayb is grace..she teach me abt the sexy dance...i love u grace...and..rebekah..why u feel stress?!is tat very hard to learn?!no la..actually u do very well 4 every part..but den why u still feel stress and cant relax..i'm trying to let u laugh and smile..but dont why..gagal everytime..change me feel stress..cos when i see rebekah look like sad..i'll feel tat very sad 2..mayb she is best fren..tat why i feel tat feeling also...ya..mayb..

hi..long time no update my blog lo...i think nobody is seing tis blog..bcos is nt interesting at all....and..all of my best frens nv ply blog wan..if gt,also put private..T.T

cos i contact my 'old'frens when i was study at chong hwa...n..one of them suddenly bcomr my bro..haha..so happy!cos i doent hv bro bfore...hope he will 'dui dai' me very good!

my,gt miss me ma?hahah....manthing need to write...i'm so scare!cos when the skul reopen...i need to take my result!my sejarah fail!hw i take the result give my parent see!who can teach me?!help....555

i dont knw why i hate u..but,i sad nw...nw...i hate the time when goin home!cos u!everyone jz want to talk wif u !i jz follow u all untill arrive lrt station!nthing to say nw...i try when i happy onli i write other post....bb...gt any body want chat wif me???faster contact me!i oso ned u all to chat wif me!

today,my mum bring me go her fren hse bai nian..but my head so pain..still ned to go..T.T i stay at tat hse untill 3 o'clock(12 o'clock go there)...i cant my head so pain...so cry le..malu dao....so my mum say to her fren,i sick so ned to bak nw!den my mum bring me bak lo...tat all!...ned to rest nw! bb..

yesterday i sick so nv write blog.....sry...my stupid peng ming frens..dint bring umbrella den walk around taman dato senu...u see lo..let me sick!i cant do my hmk liao lo...onli left 1 day le...hw??

my fren(nga yan)..my primary skul's fren..suddenly tell me go her hse n bai nian!i'm so so happy cos i 'm too boring and tis new year i jz take 8 angpau..(can take one more)hehe..so..the conclusion is i'm so excited ...and i'm waiting 4 tmr...^^at last,hope all of my frens ,family happy new year!gong xi fa cai!and smile everyday!=)hahahahahahahaaaaa

why tis year 's new year so boring...onli eat n drink...(bcome fat lo)...when my cousin sis bak oso dint say anything...jz ply wif my aunthy's baby...and then tmr morning alr bak..==but my aunty's baby really cute la!!i oso like to ply wif him..n oso take many many photo wif him ...(zhi lian)..tis new year i take so less de angpau..pity lo me~~T.T..tis is my new year..tat all!hw abt u all??

my best fren help me to decorate my blog...nice??pls give some comment..^^

thx lo my dear!help me to decorate my blog..^^i super love u..(tis jz fren love la..nt 4 lover..)muakzz...haha!!anyway!thank you!zhen yee!=)

yeah!i gt a new blog nw!!i miss my blog so so so much!!!last time i forget my password so i dint write long time lo...so nw i do 1 more blog...i alr write down my blog password..so i wont forget agn!!so pls support my new blog!!thx..