Life is full of up and down

i find no reason to happy~cos everyone was had fun today~and i juz sitting in front the com doing nth.WHAT THE F is this! then what's my life for?! for juz sitting in front the com?! what the f..i better go skul everydaY! today my parent make me say what the f many times..they juz think they are right..think tat if go out many times will bcome a bad girl or..bla~bla~ bla~stupid! if dont let me go out..can juz shut up! everything is wrong when i wanna go out..everything is good when i stay ay home..what the F! stay at home u guys also cant see me is reading books lar..juz keep online only~my heart is broken now!!!!! everyone is sharing their happiness! but i cant happy now..sry ya..girls~~

what the..izzit i talk too much when at the MCD recently?! tat's why im quiet in the skul..or what..i dont know..i feel like im left out when chatting wif 'them'..OMG! tat was damn suffer..then..alone time again..(actually is i dont want pp kacau me) tat's why i hilang myself..maybe tat i think too much..im not suitable for this gang~am i suppose to change all my gang~except for sue vei lar..izzit?! one girls..you always make me feel suffer..actually not always..juz today..i feel tat,boys is important then girls!! izzit?! i feel 'hyper' disappointed..im going to left the group now..hey! boys~dont be stupid lar..always think tat **is good,cute or not shy like others girls?! hey! the whole world only have this girl are cute,good or whtever things?! then i can confirm tat you are blind..i dont know how can i xplain lar..but..it's really hurt..and im not going to listen anything abt ** start from now..i dont know tat frens is so 'rumit'!! i dont know..since i know you~i know it is...ish~ish~say tat what what ppl is like tat..what what ppl is like tat..their both attitude you also have..so,dont be show off when you talking abt them..cos you talking abt urself..EMO*

今天真的很伤心~心里真的就如被刀插进去一样~


看不出你们真的是那一种人~彻底的失望~

当我听到的时候~都已经被吓了一跳~

看不出~真的看不出~

现在才知道原来人的心是不能被猜测的~

他们的心已经被一层皮给遮住了~

根本无法猜透~





原来人生真的可以这么的险恶~

我今天真的学到了很多的事情~

不知为何今天觉得自己已经长大了~

已经开始慢慢地了解人生~

已经慢慢地知道人生里不只是有阳光~

其实也是有黑暗的~





但是~如果没有了黑暗~

就没有成熟的人们~也没有了完美的人生~

原来人生就是这样~

如果你想要快乐~

伤心也是无法避免的~

人生就是这样~

没有十全十美~

hey! ya tian! no need to worried abt me anymore lar..im really ok now!! hee! see! im laughing now!!

i feel sad recently..but im ok now! cos i have a lot of frens support me!! i lurve them! kei lee wong and hong ya tian!! this is what they write! i feel so touching!! ahaha..show off 4 a while..^_^Josee Ku, plz be strong!!


u noe tat i'm oways be there 4 u like how u treated me b4......

u r my BF, i 'll lend u my shoulder 4 u 2 lean against

u noe life is that hard n miserable as wad i told u b4....

friendship cant be build jz within a few months......

...there is still a long journey tat we nid 2 go thru so be strong 4 us.......

lastly, lurve ya' my BEST fren, josee
 
izzit nice? anyway! lurve them!