Life is full of up and down

what the..izzit i talk too much when at the MCD recently?! tat's why im quiet in the skul..or what..i dont know..i feel like im left out when chatting wif 'them'..OMG! tat was damn suffer..then..alone time again..(actually is i dont want pp kacau me) tat's why i hilang myself..maybe tat i think too much..im not suitable for this gang~am i suppose to change all my gang~except for sue vei lar..izzit?! one girls..you always make me feel suffer..actually not always..juz today..i feel tat,boys is important then girls!! izzit?! i feel 'hyper' disappointed..im going to left the group now..hey! boys~dont be stupid lar..always think tat **is good,cute or not shy like others girls?! hey! the whole world only have this girl are cute,good or whtever things?! then i can confirm tat you are blind..i dont know how can i xplain lar..but..it's really hurt..and im not going to listen anything abt ** start from now..i dont know tat frens is so 'rumit'!! i dont know..since i know you~i know it is...ish~ish~say tat what what ppl is like tat..what what ppl is like tat..their both attitude you also have..so,dont be show off when you talking abt them..cos you talking abt urself..EMO*