Life is full of up and down

i feel like im a clown!! when ppl is sad..i have to act like stupid to make them feel happy again~!!
no wonder they say im different wif my sister..both of my sisters are soooo smart and cool.
but i was like 38(i admit). BUT TIS IS NOT D ATTITUDE TAT I WANT!!!
just wanna make u guys laugh & smile when meet me!!
i wanna back to normal~!! i desperate need to back to normal~!!

long time didnt update my blog...my blog also half dead ady..hehehe.=P
Well,many things happened recently..but im not gonna write at here..cause tat soooo secret~!!
But i suddenly realize tat my true friend is actually not a true friend for me.'SHE' was like being sacarstic when i chat wif 'SHE' everytime..
Well, i don't freaking care.so,just let it pass~~
i ady give up,i promise myself tat not to sad abt u anymore!!! trying just to be ur NORMAL friend~
hope tat i can do it..but when i see she is alone..i will feel guilty,haiz..cheer up girl~!!! SAY bye bye to u!!
=p