Life is full of up and down

i find no reason to happy~cos everyone was had fun today~and i juz sitting in front the com doing nth.WHAT THE F is this! then what's my life for?! for juz sitting in front the com?! what the f..i better go skul everydaY! today my parent make me say what the f many times..they juz think they are right..think tat if go out many times will bcome a bad girl or..bla~bla~ bla~stupid! if dont let me go out..can juz shut up! everything is wrong when i wanna go out..everything is good when i stay ay home..what the F! stay at home u guys also cant see me is reading books lar..juz keep online only~my heart is broken now!!!!! everyone is sharing their happiness! but i cant happy now..sry ya..girls~~